Monday, January 24, 2005

I always thought that you had that something special that made you stand out. That brotherly smile, the friendly tone, that kid in you made me believe you were different. That day when I left, I made a mental note that even with my departure, I made a friend worth a lifetime. Then the next moment when we were no longer affiliated, it seems that I was no longer useful to you, you used that brotherly smile, that friendly tone and jokingly, you lied to me. Perhaps the truth would have hurt me, but knowing that you lied hurt more. While it had seemed that I had a friend for a lifetime, I can no longer look upon you with the same respect; on the contrary, I just found someone to hate for a lifetime.

“No hard feelings ar, bert”

I swear this phrase will ring in my head every time I see you. It’s official. You are one thing I’m going to hate the most. No, perhaps the second to brinjals. People like you make me hate my life, knowing that while it’s not your fault that you are this way, it’s my fault I made the wrong judgment when deciding to befriend you. Go ahead and look down on me. just don you ever give me that chance. From this day on, I’m going to work doubly hard.

gilbert at 7:44 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}